Monday, October 20, 2008
Chocolate pocky 4ever! I lurves Kit Kat too..
*high-fives Huili*
Status: disappointed...kinda
Hi. Long time no see...
haven't gotten the chance to use the computer
'cause my brother's always 'snatching' it. :P
Today we got back our results for MA paper 1
and Science.
Quite surprised I did ok this round.
I expected to get much lower results...
like like... <70>
ya...end up I got higher than expected.
I was thinking:
'Sure die this time.
I didn't do 6 marks worth of questions!!!'
uh-huh...so you must be wondering
why I'm feeling disappointed right?
Kayyys...
Lets start from the beginning.
I've always been aware that there have been people-
both from Sec and Pri school-
that hate me.
But I don't really care or mind.
I won't reveal the reason why.
I understand how you probably feel about me.
So long as you don't resort to stuff like 'backstabbing',
I'm really fine with people hating me.
You can't expect everyone in the world to like you.
I don't expect anything like that.
I just dislike people who 'backstab' or
spread false rumours or betray you're trust...
you get what I mean.
I've been that way since primary school.
But, you know.
lately...
someone has accidentally hurt my feelings...
slightly.
I havn't felt this disappointed before about
how someone has reacted to me.
I hope I've never hurt this person before.
'Cause I know, even if I did hurt that person,
it definitely wasn't intentionally.
I'm really sorry if I've hurt anybody's feelings before.
Haiz~
What's done cannot be undone.
(Kaixin just mentioned this phrase to me this morning :P)
I won't bear any grudge against this person or anyone at all.
I'm not that sorta person.
I'm only posting this to release the feelings
that have welled up inside me since Pri School
I'm not trying to pin-point anyone, or scold anyone, k?
Don't get me wrong. I just need someplace to pour out my feelings.
yuppp.
Thats all. To cheer everyone, including me, I wanna end this post with 2 songs.
Gonna be a really long post!! beware... ;D
The song for today shall be...
Wish by Sowelu (from D. Grayman)
Enjoy!! ^_~
*btw i added the lyrics in English and Romanji.
Unless if you can read kanji...[lol]
Wish by Sowelu
in Romanji
sekaijuu ikutsu no
ai no katachi arundarou
hitori hitori chigau mono wo
kakaenagara ikiteru
kazoku ya tomodachi ya
onaji GOAL miru nakama
minna ga ite sasaeatte
ima no watashi ga iru no
itsumo soba ni atta taisetsu na mono
kizu kazu ni itakoto shitta
jibun no tame dake ni
ikiru no wa sabishii
sekkaku kono sekai ni
umaretanda kara
Everybody has to say goodbye
sorenara ikutsumono
egao wo anata ni agetai
chiisana koro miteta
atarashii monotachi ga
ima de wa mou atarimae ni
natte shimatteru kedo
toki ga tatsu ni tsurete
me ni utsuru mono subete
kawatte yuku kowarete yuku
demo kioku wa sono mama
kurayami no naka mitsuketa hoshitachi wa
mada kokoro no naka de hikaru
jibun no itami yori
anata ni tsutaetai
nanjuu okunin mono naka deaeta kara
Everybody have to say good-bye
dakara koso sunao ni
takusan egao wo misetai
kagirareta toki no naka de
AH nani ka dekiru darou
donnani kanashii koto tsurai koto mo
kanarazu egao ni kaeru kara
kitto…
in English
How many forms of love
are there in this world?
Everybody is holding on
to different things living in this world
Family and friends and
companions with the same goal
Because of everyone
thats why I am here today
Always been important side
He learned the old unawares
It is lonely
to live only for yourself
Since I was born into this world
Everybody have to say good-bye
So I hope to bring you
countless smiles
Since watching things when I was little
New things
have already been granted
I lay in them
As time goes by
Though all eyes
are changed and broken,
Memory is intact
The stars that were found in the dark
Still glow in the mind
Because my pain
I want to tell
The billions of people I meet
Everybody have to say good-bye
That's why meekly
I want to smile a lot
In a limited time
What can be done
No matter how tragic or tough it gets
It will turn into happiness in the end
Definitely…
Everybody needs somebody's love
Love is necessary
Because being loved by things can let you smile again
Everybody wants to be happy
I pray for
your happiness as I sing
*hehex...i'm thinking of doing this more often.
posting songs + english & romanji lyrics
^,^
☆みこ//sam☆
12:54 AM
